Im about at my breaking point. What the fuck did i do in my past to deserve the shit of a life that i have to deal with today? God or whatever divine entity is out there you had the chance to kill me 2 months ago and you didn’t. You decided to put me through all this shit in my life even after you decided to keep me alive. Im trying to stay positive but it gets harder and harder everyday. I miss my friends, i miss my family. It feels like im dealing with all this on my own. I need a REAL break from everything, i just want to lay in my bed in LA and not have to deal with anything.